Dear Readers,
I always never was sure of the choices i made and the things i did in life. Like people would say, ''it is best for both Parent to train a child.'' But that wasn't the case with me. I have lived a rather overwhelmingly tasking and quite exposed life style but feeling on the side of luck and determination which helped me grow in the direction of right (good) and perfection.
It was very easy for people to expect me to react in the most pure manner to situations as they claim i appeared like an angel. Most times i would wonder if there was something else people saw in me other than what i was in physical. It didn't get any better with my feelings as my Mother looked up to me, my step siblings looked up to me, my friends who would snitched up on you and those who would be honest, also looked up to me, my Landlords in different apartment where i had resided expected so much from me.
It is indeed overwhelming.
On this day, I had been in a mix with one of my Bosses, I really didn't know what the issue was, but i always had been aware of the fact that men like been worshiped and respected. As far as i knew i was that until i noticed he constantly would rub off his mess on me, making me look bad and incompetent before the other Bosses. I condoned, after all I was been paid to take shit if the need arises. But it became unbearable. He had transferred a lapses on me which i knew nothing about and had triggered me irritated.
He probably didn't like my expression, which anyone could read and interpret clearly screaming that he was speaking falsely. It became real war, he constantly avoided me, stripped me off my duties and more.
I knew it would not work like that and had to solve.
FAST FORWARD TO THE END
TO BE CONTINUED...
I always never was sure of the choices i made and the things i did in life. Like people would say, ''it is best for both Parent to train a child.'' But that wasn't the case with me. I have lived a rather overwhelmingly tasking and quite exposed life style but feeling on the side of luck and determination which helped me grow in the direction of right (good) and perfection.
It was very easy for people to expect me to react in the most pure manner to situations as they claim i appeared like an angel. Most times i would wonder if there was something else people saw in me other than what i was in physical. It didn't get any better with my feelings as my Mother looked up to me, my step siblings looked up to me, my friends who would snitched up on you and those who would be honest, also looked up to me, my Landlords in different apartment where i had resided expected so much from me.
It is indeed overwhelming.
On this day, I had been in a mix with one of my Bosses, I really didn't know what the issue was, but i always had been aware of the fact that men like been worshiped and respected. As far as i knew i was that until i noticed he constantly would rub off his mess on me, making me look bad and incompetent before the other Bosses. I condoned, after all I was been paid to take shit if the need arises. But it became unbearable. He had transferred a lapses on me which i knew nothing about and had triggered me irritated.
He probably didn't like my expression, which anyone could read and interpret clearly screaming that he was speaking falsely. It became real war, he constantly avoided me, stripped me off my duties and more.
I knew it would not work like that and had to solve.
FAST FORWARD TO THE END
TO BE CONTINUED...
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